It seems that we are always told to get over stuff, that everything will be okay. I know it will be okay but sometimes I just wanna throw my hands up and give up. That's how I currently feel. It's been a bad few weeks, I find myself more and more unhappy of my current location. (I know it will be okay, but can someone tell me when that day is, please?)

I was listening to this song this morning as I quieted myself in worship... It's by Dave Barnes and its called "When a heart breaks" I fits me almost perfectly right now... Enjoy!

No one ever told me
It would come to this
What began with such a promise
Would end with such a twist
I lean into the whisper
But I don't hear a thing

It's a tear in the dark
All alone in the car
In pieces, pieces
It's the sound of mistake
As I'm lying awake and
Sleepless, sleepless

This is the sound that's made
When a heart breaks

Everybody's laughing
Maybe that's just me
Does something unrequited
Mean it will never be
I lean into the whisper
But I don't hear a thing

It's a tear in the dark
All alone in the car
In pieces, pieces
It's the sound of mistake
As I'm lying awake and
Sleepless, sleepless

This is the sound that's made...

Please don't leave me here
Please don't leave me here
Please don't leave me here
Please don't leave me here

Life, for now, I've come to fear
You've dropped me off and left me here
With nothing here to find my way
But the light you take as you pull away

Far ahead the brush is moving
There's others here and good still proving
Nothing's wrong, it's in my mind
Nothing's wrong and I'll be fine

It's a tear in the dark
All alone in the car
In pieces, pieces
It's the sound of mistake
As I'm lying awake and
Sleepless, sleepless

This is the sound that's made
When a heart breaks

P.s. I hope this doesn't bring anyone down, I usually like to keep my posts uplifting and inspiring but how can I inspire others by being fake and pretending that everything is always okay. I'm human and have bad days too :)
 


Courtney (Bestest)
11/04/2010 09:20

I love you and I will call you later. Stay strong bestest! I am not going to say it's going to be ok, I am just going to say hang in there, and I support you in any decision that you make! I love you!

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mom
11/04/2010 11:55

Ashley, You have gained a lot of wisdom little grass hopper. I know it's tough when financial and emotional things are the only things you can see. The air will clear. Clarity will be there and if I knew the day I would tell you, alas, I am not God and we can all rejoice in that! But put yourself in remembrance of our life growing up.... HE IS ALWAYS WITH US AND FOR US! Loving you...

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