I do recall now the smell of the rain
Fresh on the pavement, I ran off the plane
That July 9th the beat of your heart
It jumps through your shirt, I can still feel your arms
But now I'll go sit on the floor wearing your clothes
All that I know is I don't know
How to be something you miss
Never thought we'd have a last kiss
Never imagined we'd end like this
Your name, forever the name on my lips
So I'll watch your life in pictures like I used to watch you sleep
And I'll feel you forget me like I use to feel you breathe
And I'll keep up with our old friends just to ask them how you are
Hope it's nice where you are
And I hope the sun shines and it's a beautiful day
And something reminds you, you wish I had stayed
We can plan for a change in weather and time
I never planned on me changing my mind
If I said I didn't know what has me down in the dumps lately I would be lying. I want to say I have no idea what is making me feel this way but unfortunately I can narrow it down to one little (BIG) thing- NASCAR has officially started up again today. Daytona 500.
Trying to stay busy has finally caught up with me...
And today starts the hardest next 10 months of my life... Dang it.
When I woke up this morning I was overwhelmed with excitement to write on my blog. I knew that I had been neglecting it since I have been busy with working and getting back into my routine.
So here it goes: Whats new you ask? Well, let me fill you in...
I've been spending the majority of my time at the Tavern- serving, expoing, and I LOVE it. I've always loved it there but now it seems even better. I'm doing pretty good on the expo line- better than expected because I assumed that I would have cried by this point but no tears so far- must mean I'm a big girl :).
When I'm not working at the Tavern I've been doing random things- hanging out with the bestest (always a great time) and spending some time with some new people as well (a great time too). If I'm not with the above mentioned then I'm either at the gym or learning the piano :)
This little project has taken a backseat lately and I'm a little disappointed in myself that I let it get that way. I'm convincing myself that once it gets a little warmer I'll be back in full swing- which ultimately is true because the majority of the things on my list are outside. I'm looking forward to hiking again. It wont be the same without my trail partners (which sucks) but I'll manage.
This warmer weather has made me one happy little Minnesotan. No jackets, AND I whipped out my yellow shoes the other day, YAY! I'm looking forward to the Spring Cleaning that will soon happen- I know this house needs it!
That is really all that I have today- I updated the POD's so check them out :)
It's February- ALREADY. I'm hoping this means no more snow SOON!
I've almost been home for a month and it seems a lot longer than that.
I've a lot I should update on but I don't feel like bringing them all up right now. I've been so busy with work and life that I don't get around to the computer very often.
For the record though I have started piano lessons, and I've also started at the gym again-Feels great.
I thinking its about time I check off one more item from my list. What should I do next?
(Not much of an update but I did upload about two weeks of PODS- check em out)